Joever
Weekend so crazy I took a 3+ hr nap today. So friday we had a ceremony for my class and both my parents were able to travel their long distances to attend, Alhumdulillah. It's crazy finally being out of school but "real life" is feeling a lot less daunting than I felt just a month and a half ago. Since then I've applied to jobs, did an interview, even made a doctor's appointment for myself so now I know that I could just do it and it isn't that bad. However I feel like I've been a little disconnected to myself. For the past couple weeks, it's just been feeling like I'm trying to get through it rather than enjoy my "firsts". For example (tmi) the other week I went to the gynecologist for the first time and I thought it would be more emotional than it was. I thought I would be scared but it felt as though I was doing homework or something; just get it done and move on. I'm hoping once I get to relax a bit I can regulate normally becau...